Lenka - The Show (New Version)

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There are a lot a lot of things I wanna say...
I just try my best to deliver it out...

1.I want to be a good leader, I want to develop people, grow together with them
2.I want to improve my communication skills, to be more confident speak in front of public
3.I want to be independent in financial, not depending on my parents.
Looking for part time jobs to sustain my life and go for Exchange!
4. Go for Exchange
5.Be more faithful to God

Am I too greedy, I felt like I was like 'half half'(两头不到岸)

Leader?!I have doubt in myself...
Am I good enough? Other people can make it,why couldn't I?
Is it my fault of not getting them bond with me?
Is it my fault of not inspiring them with what I achieved/have?
Is it my fault to be too stubborn/stupid and don't know how to talk nicely?
Is it?Pondering...
Seriously, I am really upset for myself...T__T

Speak English in front of strangers/leaders confidently?
It's a challenge for me...
I don't really speak unless it's needed/forced to...
I know it's not good to be like that~
I will try my best to open my 'golden' mouth

Financial Support?

Yeah, as we know, the PTPTN issue is quite 'Hot' recently
I am one of the victim T________T
The $$ will be transfer in February( beginning of the month or end of the month??@@)
I need part time jobs~REALLY REALLY + SERIOUSLY need it...
I may sacrifice my weekend and few days before CNY for job if I am able to secure the job
~Go For Exchange
I know for sure,it needs a lot $$...
So I will need to sacrifice my weekly 'Gathering'