Execution of random thought

It started with a random idea,
my friend and I suddenly thought of joining Seremban Half Marathon,
but our plan is a little odd =P

From MPS field, we jogged+ ran + walked back HOME!
Yes,we went home rather than following the route~

So many secondary school students around,
*we are kinda old *
however it was really a fun journey as I observed the people,
*Is it because of the disparity in age?*
My Conclusion is
"They were just so funny"

Running with barefoot,
Walking and keep on calling friend,
Talk nonsense and LOL,
Wearing pants that not suitable for sports
Wearing flip flop.

Feel good to have a morning walk,
some more police and first aider will jaga me~ =D

I Think

I should change my handphone ringtone after using the same song for almost 1 year~
--->I am loyal =P

I should start writing my log book~
Not even 1 word written after intern for 6 weeks
---> I am lazy >.<

I should start reading some books~
I should exercise + learn to swim
I should really survey how much 1 keyboard(music instrument) is
I should stop ONLINE~

I should take a big step and realize what I THINK~

You Can Do It~WPL =))))))

The Story of A Blind Girl

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she’s blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He’s always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, “now that you can see the world, will you marry me?” The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. “Just take care of my eyes dear.”

---

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before, and who’s always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life is A Gift.

Today before you think of saying an unkind word – Think of someone who can’t speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food – Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife – Think of someone ho’s crying out for a companion.

Today before you complain about life – Think of someone who went too early to heaven/hell.

Before you complain about your children – Think of someone who desires children but they’re barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn’t clean or sweep – Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive – Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job – Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another – Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down – Put a smile on your face and thank — you’re alive and still around

Life is a gift – Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And Fulfill it.

Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it.

Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it.

Hatred darkens life; love illumines it.

Martin Luther King, Jr.

“We have no right to ask when a sorrow comes, 'Why did this happen to me?' unless we ask the same question for every joy that comes our way.”

Death

If A passed away because of B~
What should B do?

Note:
It's not about commit suicide,
nor related with love matter,
nor A so hero save B from danger

I am not asking B to keep blaming him/herself,
at least show your concern,
I know life still goes on,
however don't think it's totally NOT RELATED with you~

Maybe B should live on behalf of A,
(it sounds wrong,hmmm)
stop living like a samseng/bad boy/girl
stop wasting THE TIME~
make use of every second of his/her life

Support

Human needs support

Including me~

Don't really get much supports from my seniors, friends and family
to go back Seremban for internship...

My mum said it's my decision
My seniors said it's better to stay in KL,
BDO Seremban is a super small branch(I knew it)

Actually the main reason I want to have my internship in Seremban is unknown.

Perhaps~
I am looking for a brand new me...
I need a change, no matter environment, people, place, culture +++
I am trying to escape from my current life.

Be faithful to God!!!

Looking through the pros and cons,

YYYY
Don't have to keep on asking/begging ppl to replace me (room that I rent)
[I hate Ma Fan thingy]
Dang Wangi(internship place) is very easy to reach
I have a lot of AIESECers + friends in KL, I can hang out with them often

XXXX
I have no friend in Seremban, sometimes I feel lonely >.<

Undeniable the pros staying in KL are much more than cons~

OMG!
I should make up my mind >.<
Stop thinking nonsense~
Go Back Seremban for internship~

Guys,
I will miss you Definitely~
How much?
1_____________________________________________1

This Much...<3

Lesson Learnt : Human is Contradicting

Sometimes, we claim that ourselves are bad,
But we don't really like people to point out that we are bad.

For example,
a girl can always say:
I am fat, I need to keep fit, on diet.bla bla bla~
However, the girl will never like it
if someone says: XXX,You are Fat!
The girl: !@#$%^&

When you talk to more people,
can actually gain more knowledge,
get a broader picture.
Thanks! Lesson learnt~ and I like it.
Enjoy the time we spent together.=)

Song?? songS?

Try to listen the 3 songs below =)

没有如果

永遠在身邊

青山黛瑪 そばにいるね

What you found out?LOL

There is a lot of kObY CATS in this world...LOL

Just for fun.

And I do regret that I 'like' 严爵 before~

(song writer for没有如果)

Such a !@#%^

P/S: last song is the original song=)

...

There are a lot a lot of things I wanna say...
I just try my best to deliver it out...

1.I want to be a good leader, I want to develop people, grow together with them
2.I want to improve my communication skills, to be more confident speak in front of public
3.I want to be independent in financial, not depending on my parents.
Looking for part time jobs to sustain my life and go for Exchange!
4. Go for Exchange
5.Be more faithful to God

Am I too greedy, I felt like I was like 'half half'(两头不到岸)

Leader?!I have doubt in myself...
Am I good enough? Other people can make it,why couldn't I?
Is it my fault of not getting them bond with me?
Is it my fault of not inspiring them with what I achieved/have?
Is it my fault to be too stubborn/stupid and don't know how to talk nicely?
Is it?Pondering...
Seriously, I am really upset for myself...T__T

Speak English in front of strangers/leaders confidently?
It's a challenge for me...
I don't really speak unless it's needed/forced to...
I know it's not good to be like that~
I will try my best to open my 'golden' mouth

Financial Support?

Yeah, as we know, the PTPTN issue is quite 'Hot' recently
I am one of the victim T________T
The $$ will be transfer in February( beginning of the month or end of the month??@@)
I need part time jobs~REALLY REALLY + SERIOUSLY need it...
I may sacrifice my weekend and few days before CNY for job if I am able to secure the job
~Go For Exchange
I know for sure,it needs a lot $$...
So I will need to sacrifice my weekly 'Gathering'

Enjoyable Night^^

Yes,
undeniable she was so =='''
recently

She didn't understand
why people can be so irresponsible
why can ...

But,
She believed that
there will be something can cure her =='''
Friendship
yeah~the main point
Family
yeah~the important part of her life

Movie~Charlie St Cloud

Charlie St. Cloud is a young man overcome by grief at the death of his younger brother.
He takes a job as caretaker of the cemetery in which his brother is buried.
Charlie has a special lasting bond with his brother though, as he can see him.
Charlie meets up with his brother (Sam) each night to play catch and talk.
People in his town thought he was crazy
Then, a girl comes into Charlie's life
and he must choose between keeping a promise he made to Sam,
or going after the girl he loves.

Yay,
She is going to break her own record
2-3 movies in one week^^
What's next??
Eat Pray Love?
Wall Street?
or else?
LOL

手紙 ～拝啓 十五の君へ～ アンジェラ・アキ [English Subtitles]

Found this video in Fb...
but I want to share it here
LOL

Angela Aki – A Letter ~Greetings To A 15 Year Old~

Lyrics: Angela Aki
Music: Angela Aki

Greetings,
You who are reading this, where are you and what are you doing now?

I’m 15 and there’s something worrying me
That I can’t talk to anyone about

But if I address a letter to my future self
Then I know I’ll be able to speak my mind

I feel like giving up now, I feel like crying, I feel like I’m going to disappear
Whose words should I trust as I move forward?
My one and only heart has broken into pieces time and time again
And I’m living through painful times now
I’m living in the present

Greetings,
Thank you, I have something to tell your 15 year old self

If you keep asking yourself why and where you should go
The answer will become clear

The seas of adolescence can be rough
But keep sailing the boat that is your dream towards tomorrow’s shore

Don’t give up now, don’t cry, when you feel like you’re going to disappear
Then you should trust your own voice and move forward
Even an adult like me gets hurt and has sleepless nights
But I’m living in the bittersweet present

Everything in life has meaning
So don’t be afraid to follow your dream
Keep on believing

I feel like giving up now, I feel like crying, I feel like I’m going to disappear
Whose words should I trust as I move forward?
Ah, don’t give up now, don’t cry, when you feel like you’re going to disappear
Then you should trust your own voice and move forward
No matter what stage of your life you’re in
You can’t get by without going through sadness
Show me a smile, let’s live in the present
Let’s live in the present

Greetings,
I pray that you who are reading this
Will be happy

It's My 100th Post

+ all those unpublished posts...

It's my 100th post now...

Ermm...
Donno why recently just wanna stay at home...
Actually stay at home also nothing to do one...
Other than working part time...
My foot never step out of my house gate...
(when is my jogging plan gonna work?)

Today was Mayday DNA concert + family gathering
and I am still at home in Seremban...
I just don't have the mood to go out...

口袋空空，不想出门……
考试好烂，想好好静一静……

ok...since it's my 100th post,
for the very first time,

I gonna share a video here.

"每個人的人生，都有一段片刻在等，那叫做過渡期。"
我安慰自己
"每個人的人生，都有一段考驗在等，那叫做別放棄。 "
我激勵自己

雖然
這樣子自我催眠有點效用
但是明天醒來
還是覺得我終究一事無成
那麼的多的人對我是充滿期待
而我沒辦法交代
感到一絲無奈

Feel Proud Because of YOU

Jie Jie

Feel Proud

Because of YOU

practiced what you have learn

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Mix Feeling

I was really really down yesterday

Down till I cannot study AT ALL

I already try my best to study the whole book

But when I saw the questions

I was totally blank...

And the result is answers with many Blank Blank pages submitted....

Back to College

Eat the stupid Cintan mee segera...uekkkkk....

Sorry that I was really SAD

Slept Gao Gao

Online also do nothing

looked at my notes and book----FA DAI

But there were some touch parts subsequently

Teng Teng came to my room...
She treated me a Pao
Nono...I was fulled...
She asked me to take it as my supper

Xin Yi called me...asked me something
Sorry I don't have the mood to talk much.

Mum suddenly called me
maybe because of 母女情深
she can sense my sadness automatically
Normally our conversation is very short...
she asked me whether I was OK
usually she wouldn't ask me much about my study
She encouraged me
and share a theory with me
LOL...Mum I like it....

Gor Gor called me also,
Sorry cause I was EMO that time and said I want to study.

It was like very coincident
because none of them
knew about my sadness
and they suddenly approached me
make me feel like I am not alone in my journey
*Touch*

在哪里？

遇到不合理的时候，

我应该学习的是

礼貌，

尊重，

这就是涵养。

我的涵养呢？

CRaZieR

Rode a scooter outside campus...
It was full of adventurous and DANGEROUS!!!!

"你家有钱，不代表别人也一样。。。
将心比心好吗？
死白痴！！！
你最好不要回来求我！！！"
was my latest post in my Facebook...
I was not EMO...
It was the deepest feeling from my heart...
I am not a person that will get angry easily,
especially with a stranger...
Hey Girl, you were the 1st person...
feel proud??!!!
@#$%^&*


ps:detail information is in Small Weili's post
Friday

FIRST TIME drove Manual Car in PJ area
I was LOST!!!(ALONE!!!) so Scared

Conclusion:
I am not a superwoman
There is still a long long way....


I wanna control my emotion
Don't berkira with those SMALL PEOPLE

Laugh when I am happy
Cry when I am sad
Just Don't Get Angry Easily!!!

Kindly Ignore This Post

So many things haven't done
now is STUDY WEEK....

APA YOU BUAT??!!!
Wong Poh Ling

Haven't get a house for my next term @@
Haven't match my EPs
Haven't started my study
Too many Haven't....

Find some ways to hide my Haven't
Watch Movie...保持通话
It has been in my laptop for 1 year ++ I think
It does motivate me now
to blog
LOL

Have to start progressing...
Let me become BOOK WORM in this whole exam period...

BADsss end and Follow by goodSSS^^

2/4/2010

ok....

It started when I went to class on time?!
lol...
suddenly found out that most of the groups
need to redo assignment...
and the submition day is today 12pm...
Never mind...Poh Ling
Just Try Your Best to Settle it...^^

Rush to print...
Faculty printing shop closed!!
Walked to kps....Fast Fast Fast....
Late liao....the scanner was down...haiz...
need to wait the assistant to settle down first....
then only can print my assignment...

I planned to watch movie today with lih tyng...
went to kps to withdrawal money..
EAT my $

Received call from Shermayne,
She asked me whether I am going for Awards Day
Besides,
the results of Director will be out on that time also....
Pik Pok Pik Pok
(heart beats XD)

At last...my date with Lih Tyng cancelled...
she was busy with her assignment stuff...

Never mind...we date next time la...lol

OK...time to settle my $...
I need to wait till 2.30pm...
from 12 sth...
such a long time...
Bank only OPEN....
Gosh...
Really a 'good friday' =='''

Planned to back college after settle my stuff...
really tired with it....

However...I did went to the Awards Day
and I was not wearing RED, the theme for girls...
get a Funny Punishment...LOL

we had a lot of fun and games...

here came the tradition of AIESEC...
get ready....

WET=you PASS
Dry=Thanks for your efforts
lol

Results:

All Get Wet!!!=D

haha...after the BADsss...goodSSS come....lol
SWEET!!!!hahaha

Story continued....
Nice to meet you guys from Philippines...
We kambateh together la...
So sorry that I did not back Seremban on time...
You all already move to next stops...=P

MAYBE

There are too many MAYBEsss in my life....

Stop MAYBEing....

Be Confident! Poh Ling


YOU can make the difference^^

I need an alarm clock~URGENT!
I need a watch,
I need a camera,
I need a mp3 player,

Conclusion:
I need a better phone

成长的代价

现在突然觉得中学的我们最FREE

可以在一起，做我们应该做的事，尽青少年的本分。

现在，要相聚在一起都难，工作的工作，读书的读书，嗐！

这就是成长的代价吧！

可是，做人必须向前看

加油吧！宝玲还有宝玲的朋友们