生活拉杂

电脑坏了

是好事,是时候展开我的阅读计划~

把计划许久的事完成~

是坏事，我要喝西北风了~烦

找兼职啦！

鱼与熊掌不能兼得，就牺牲一会儿吧!

近来同事问我是否打算延长实习，ahhhh~

I need Money!

Coward

I am a coward

=(

Welcome Back,My Dear 'Little Red'

=)

Out of Plan?! Whatever, It's Fun!

Plans for the day:

1.Study!
Sorry to Say NO to Jessy and WeiLi + Karaoke

2.Bubble Tea at Chat Time,The Gardens

As title,Out of Plan.
Not studying yet no shopping and no karaoke

No Bubble Tea because the 'stall' is new,and it's too crowded.
Plan changed: Starbucks( last day of 50% promotion, Frappuccino )

Chocolate Cream Chip

No movie (no Thor) =(
The Q was so so so Longgggggg~
okay,change location, Tropicana?
SAME! ~nevermind!

Change Plan:Mamak at Bangsar,
we kinda lost our way and ended up mamak at Seapark Nasi Lemak

However,IT'S REALLY A FUN DAY=)

Oppsss~forgot to mention,I left one paper for final and I studied 1 page of SLIDES only(which means 6 Power Point Slides~)
3 more days to go,ask me out after exam lar.

P/S I'm gonna miss my roommates!
I'm gonna miss my friends~
Love ya!<3

Song?? songS?

Try to listen the 3 songs below =)

没有如果

永遠在身邊

青山黛瑪 そばにいるね

What you found out?LOL

There is a lot of kObY CATS in this world...LOL

Just for fun.

And I do regret that I 'like' 严爵 before~

(song writer for没有如果)

Such a !@#%^

P/S: last song is the original song=)

Memo to You,Dear Little Red =)

My Dear Little Red---------->My Dear Little Black

I'm gonna miss you,

and bear in mind,

I (L) You

My dear Little Red

See You Soon!!!

Bro,

You always make me feel so touch,

even a small, little, tiny action T____T

I am Lucky and Proud to be your Jie!!

(L) U 4AWa

My Best Of My Life

Anything I'm Not

Gimme a break,a little escape, I am so tired of being me.
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different, anything I'm not !

Even though, I'm happy being me, I want to get away from all this harsh reality!

Anything I'm Not

My Dear Little Red

I Love You

Please don't leave me!!!!

T___________T

I promise:

I will sayang you if you come back to me!!!

I will let you rest when you are tired!!!

I shouldn't bring you home,
shouldn't bring you take KTM,
shouldn't complain about Guys in Ladies Coach to you~
Arrrghhh~

I don't dare to tell my mum about your leaving...T______T

...

There are a lot a lot of things I wanna say...
I just try my best to deliver it out...

1.I want to be a good leader, I want to develop people, grow together with them
2.I want to improve my communication skills, to be more confident speak in front of public
3.I want to be independent in financial, not depending on my parents.
Looking for part time jobs to sustain my life and go for Exchange!
4. Go for Exchange
5.Be more faithful to God

Am I too greedy, I felt like I was like 'half half'(两头不到岸)

Leader?!I have doubt in myself...
Am I good enough? Other people can make it,why couldn't I?
Is it my fault of not getting them bond with me?
Is it my fault of not inspiring them with what I achieved/have?
Is it my fault to be too stubborn/stupid and don't know how to talk nicely?
Is it?Pondering...
Seriously, I am really upset for myself...T__T

Speak English in front of strangers/leaders confidently?
It's a challenge for me...
I don't really speak unless it's needed/forced to...
I know it's not good to be like that~
I will try my best to open my 'golden' mouth

Financial Support?

Yeah, as we know, the PTPTN issue is quite 'Hot' recently
I am one of the victim T________T
The $$ will be transfer in February( beginning of the month or end of the month??@@)
I need part time jobs~REALLY REALLY + SERIOUSLY need it...
I may sacrifice my weekend and few days before CNY for job if I am able to secure the job
~Go For Exchange
I know for sure,it needs a lot $$...
So I will need to sacrifice my weekly 'Gathering'

God,

Please give me the strength to overcome my difficulty~

Enjoyable Night^^

Yes,
undeniable she was so =='''
recently

She didn't understand
why people can be so irresponsible
why can ...

But,
She believed that
there will be something can cure her =='''
Friendship
yeah~the main point
Family
yeah~the important part of her life

Movie~Charlie St Cloud

Charlie St. Cloud is a young man overcome by grief at the death of his younger brother.
He takes a job as caretaker of the cemetery in which his brother is buried.
Charlie has a special lasting bond with his brother though, as he can see him.
Charlie meets up with his brother (Sam) each night to play catch and talk.
People in his town thought he was crazy
Then, a girl comes into Charlie's life
and he must choose between keeping a promise he made to Sam,
or going after the girl he loves.

Yay,
She is going to break her own record
2-3 movies in one week^^
What's next??
Eat Pray Love?
Wall Street?
or else?
LOL

U.N.H.A.P.P.Y

She is U.N.H.A.P.P.Y because

She couldn't on MSN and access Hotmail for week...

TT

Weekend...^^Hotaru no hikari 1 and 2

What should I say~

My weekend was full of Hotaru no hikari 1 and 2.
LOL

It was a really funny drama...
Amemiya Hotaru
She was very good at her work
However,
She was lousy in her life( from public perception)

She loves to spend her weekend at home
Her style was totally different from work place
Especially hair style, appearance...
She felt comfortable wearing T-shirt and track bottoms,
drink beers at home...
She slept on the floor
and covered by newspaper
LOL

When she was lying on the floor,
she likes to get her stuff within 1 meter...
That's why her place was so messy...

She can mess her house in a very very short period...
OMG@@
She was lacked of experience in love..
(that's why a lot funny things she had done...LOL)
She ran away when she saw the person she likes
(she didn't know how to react)

Anyway,
My weekend= Nice
Because of Hotaru no hikari 1 and 2
Can't stop laughing...
我会做你一辈子的走廊...so sweet ooo...

Edit??@@

Thought wanna upload a photo with the combination of food

But after hours....
It ended up with a Too Large MB photo...
And can't upload it....

Conclusion:
I am not good in editing
or should say
not good in combining photos??=P



Dear everyone who read my post....
Study liao~
Work liao~
Offline liao~
Don't be lazy~

=)

Uncontrolled

I already forget when was the last time I cried before yesterday....

I think I am quite good in emotion control
(at least in front of my friends)
But when I was home...
the internet was down...
called the installer...
being scolded...
hang my phone..
TT

When I started complaining to my parents...
Tears came...Haiz...
Maybe I am too stress...
Thinking of my 3rd year life=(

Tonight, I have no mood at all
I don't want to come back KL
Everything was so wrong...
I still haven't watch Inception
I still haven't rest enough at home
I still haven't finish one hk drama series
I need to think what should I eat for my next meal
I need to do tones of assignments
I need to prepare myself being scolded by Ms How
I need to prepare for final and mid termsss

Sorry for my bad temper...mum...
I <3 You

It's My 100th Post

+ all those unpublished posts...

It's my 100th post now...

Ermm...
Donno why recently just wanna stay at home...
Actually stay at home also nothing to do one...
Other than working part time...
My foot never step out of my house gate...
(when is my jogging plan gonna work?)

Today was Mayday DNA concert + family gathering
and I am still at home in Seremban...
I just don't have the mood to go out...

口袋空空，不想出门……
考试好烂，想好好静一静……

ok...since it's my 100th post,
for the very first time,

I gonna share a video here.

"每個人的人生，都有一段片刻在等，那叫做過渡期。"
我安慰自己
"每個人的人生，都有一段考驗在等，那叫做別放棄。 "
我激勵自己

雖然
這樣子自我催眠有點效用
但是明天醒來
還是覺得我終究一事無成
那麼的多的人對我是充滿期待
而我沒辦法交代
感到一絲無奈

still down~
TT
:'C
=(

How?!

the memories kept flashing back in my head...

orientation week...our famous song...

the night together playing 'high jump', 'Limbo dance', '十万个为什么？'...

going to 8th College CC Trip...

Teng2 treated you sushi and we add lots of wasabi in it....

Basketball training...

Force you to pass your books to my little buddy...TT

.....

how can u leave us....

HOW CAN??!!!

R.I.P

考试算什么？
失败算什么？
什么难题？
吵架？
不爽？

当连生存的机会都失去的时候，
那根本就是微不足道……

我有点生气自己，
没有尽朋友的能力，
好好的与你说说话，
我以为你会好起来……

但是
这都是我以为

你的离开，
真的让人措手不及……

记得两年前，
orientation week ,
初次认识，
就只有我们组好疯，
开学后就比较少联络了

可是你帮了我好多，
谢谢你……

当我buddy没给我书时，
是你借你buddy的书给我

紧急需要摩托时，
也是有你的帮忙……

谢谢你，真的！！！

你的离开，
告诉我要珍惜生命，
珍惜一切，
不要让自己后悔……

如果，
为了一些小事而争吵，
值得吗？

是不是要等来不及时才来后悔？

朋友
一路好走
我们想你……

Dear Everyone that Concern about Poh Ling

I get a room in UT
We made it
pohling, jessy, and weili

Words to describe
Lucky
the post being posted the day before
and lovely Jessy accidentally found it...

Cooperation
Half platinum from one Consortium...
(still IBM ing) lol

Pretty and sweet
so many 'COMPETITORS' there to get that room...
felt so nervous...
but because we are pretty and sweet
(perhaps the main reason...lol),
the person asked us to go down and came back afterward
lol

Cheng Cheng,
we are going to move our stuff by today
Back Home...

Bye Bye 8th College!!!

Feel Proud Because of YOU

Jie Jie

Feel Proud

Because of YOU

practiced what you have learn

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