'Cool?' experience

Meeting up with my ex-EP who went for exchange before.
Initially, we planned to meet at my house, but due to traffic jam and time constraint, ended up meeting in Jaya One.

I took a cab alone! at night! Bravo!
He started to share his exchange experience as well as working experience in China.
He did inspire me, gave me some advices on working and exchange.

Around 9 something, I went to the bus stop.There was nobody. Quite scary.
Called my brother to see whether he can fetch me or not. Too bad, he was still working. =(

Wait...Wait...Wait...

What really scared me was when the bus about to reach the bus stop, there were around 18 or 20 Malays/ Indonesians suddenly appeared. They were waiting just beside the bus stop and I couldn't see them because they were behind a tree.

God Bless! I back in UT safely and writing my so called 'cool' experience now.
From this incident, it showed how reckless I am, I really need to be more alert to the surroundings.
Take care, especially girls!

Why you rain + thundering

I don't swim for more than 2 weeks~
feel so so UNCOMFORTABLE!

Been waiting for so long (because of assignments and test)
and today, the day I anticipated the most~

Started to rain when I was walking back to UT after test.
Some more thundering~
This ain't good, I need to DE-STRESS!

7th Week 8th

I want to make confession.

1. Copy cat~I really don't know answer the questions, Bad Memory~I studied twice already =(

2. Wasted half bow of rice (it stuck with the bottom of rice cooker, can't help)

Today I swam 5.5 laps in UM pool and first time playing squash in UT~
Tiring but I have FUN!
Thanks my pretty roomie, Jessy and Wei Li for teaching me how to play squash. + Wei Li (Tio) play with me~

Time to get back to study=)

The Butterfly Effect

Been heard 'butterfly effect' for many times~

Watched this 'old movie' after finishing my test in the morning~(a little reward for myself)

Unexpectedly it's a thriller and more than 2 hours~'shout' for few scenes...XD

Lesson Learnt: One little action we did now will lead to huge impact on ourselves and people around us in future, so THINK TWICE BEFORE WE ACT!

Cheers! Time to study for other subjects!=)

2nd week 8th

Met lecturer to discuss about changing timetable... Mission failed...

Thai or Japanese...difficult to choose...results or interest?

Finally made my decision...fuhhhh~

Try to cook...hehe...and the results not bad de....but

splashed by hot oil~OMG...is it because I use my housemate's tomato sauce without permission?!


During weekend~

cheng cheng~ we went to Agathians and arranged books in the 'little library' =)



Cherish every single day, single moment.=)

1st week 8th

My ex neighbour told be a weird theory, if a mother suffers a lot during delivery, she will face lesser problems in raising her kids. And vice versa.

I assume the theory is true~
Register course is like delivering a baby and raising the baby.

I managed to register my courses successfully , however, what comes next really put me in a not really good situation.

May god bless me so that I have the strength to overcome the problem. We still have a lot of choices, the important part is whether I have the courage to take the risk~

30.06.2011

A remarkable day.

Indication of the end of 2nd Q in year 2011,

End of my @ term,

I will never forget what @ has bring to me,

and what I did~

Changing people' lives?

Is it impossible?difficult?what a joke??

I know I have change people' lives indirectly,

maybe their views/perspectives have change,

what they did impacted the society and themselves.

Proud of them and yet I am a little envy~

When is my turn

?

=)

Out of Plan?! Whatever, It's Fun!

Plans for the day:

1.Study!
Sorry to Say NO to Jessy and WeiLi + Karaoke

2.Bubble Tea at Chat Time,The Gardens

As title,Out of Plan.
Not studying yet no shopping and no karaoke

No Bubble Tea because the 'stall' is new,and it's too crowded.
Plan changed: Starbucks( last day of 50% promotion, Frappuccino )

Chocolate Cream Chip

No movie (no Thor) =(
The Q was so so so Longgggggg~
okay,change location, Tropicana?
SAME! ~nevermind!

Change Plan:Mamak at Bangsar,
we kinda lost our way and ended up mamak at Seapark Nasi Lemak

However,IT'S REALLY A FUN DAY=)

Oppsss~forgot to mention,I left one paper for final and I studied 1 page of SLIDES only(which means 6 Power Point Slides~)
3 more days to go,ask me out after exam lar.

P/S I'm gonna miss my roommates!
I'm gonna miss my friends~
Love ya!<3

Transparent~Invisible

Diary of My @ Journey ~ NATCON

Going to end my term 2010/2011 as Director in AIESEC UM

When I watched the video prepared by TMers,
OMG~so many Great Memories
At the same time felt a bit sad to end my term soon

Kick started my term with NATCON( National Conference)
Honestly,
it was quite serious + a bit technical,
I wasn't familiar with my department,
[Everything start from scrath(ZERO!!!)
I didn't know any OGXers in other LCs(universities)
I was the only delegate from OGX of AIESEC UM
Luckily my VP,Sok Sim joined in half way=)]
Kit,my LCP
was worried about me because I might be lost.
No worry!!!
I really learnt a lot during the conference~

Side talking
I wasn't able to know many ppl because I am so QUIET
YES! QUIET
I didn't dare to talk much,
(because I couldn't adapt in a totally new environment,
but I still can take it...challenge wei!!!)

WE ARE HERE TO LEARN=)

NATCON was the place where I started to know AIESECers in UM
They really helped me a lot~
and Now we are friends that can always hanging out together^_^
I am blessed because I am one of the EB in AIESEC UM 2010/2011

3 of us were directors during NATCON
Miki Naik Pangkat...yuhorr~
(I looked so INNOCENT + insecure hor that time??)

EB Team=All girls + Tommy and Kit=)

I <3 you guys a lot lar

Things started to change
when my team members
support me so much,
encourage me to strive for more,
I am a conservative person,
(a bit realistic + pessimistic)
but throughout my term,
I learn to challenge myself,
accepting new ideas,
implementing them
and
they are working/functioning VERY WELL

p/s:sometimes still a bit slacking/demotivated in certain non performing areas

STAY TUNED for the upcoming post~haha

Support

Human needs support

Including me~

Don't really get much supports from my seniors, friends and family
to go back Seremban for internship...

My mum said it's my decision
My seniors said it's better to stay in KL,
BDO Seremban is a super small branch(I knew it)

Actually the main reason I want to have my internship in Seremban is unknown.

Perhaps~
I am looking for a brand new me...
I need a change, no matter environment, people, place, culture +++
I am trying to escape from my current life.

Be faithful to God!!!

Looking through the pros and cons,

YYYY
Don't have to keep on asking/begging ppl to replace me (room that I rent)
[I hate Ma Fan thingy]
Dang Wangi(internship place) is very easy to reach
I have a lot of AIESECers + friends in KL, I can hang out with them often

XXXX
I have no friend in Seremban, sometimes I feel lonely >.<

Undeniable the pros staying in KL are much more than cons~

OMG!
I should make up my mind >.<
Stop thinking nonsense~
Go Back Seremban for internship~

Guys,
I will miss you Definitely~
How much?
1_____________________________________________1

This Much...<3

The Junction~

It's hard to make decision,
Especially so many natural disasters, accidents +++ happened,
make me have the strong intention to complete my 6 months internship in Seremban.
On the other hand,
I felt reluctant to leave KL as I am already independent/free for 3-4 years,
Will it be hard for me to adapt?
(Honestly I have not many friends in Seremban)
It's a BIG QUESTION MARK...

Lesson Learnt : Human is Contradicting

Sometimes, we claim that ourselves are bad,
But we don't really like people to point out that we are bad.

For example,
a girl can always say:
I am fat, I need to keep fit, on diet.bla bla bla~
However, the girl will never like it
if someone says: XXX,You are Fat!
The girl: !@#$%^&

When you talk to more people,
can actually gain more knowledge,
get a broader picture.
Thanks! Lesson learnt~ and I like it.
Enjoy the time we spent together.=)

Anything I'm Not

Gimme a break,a little escape, I am so tired of being me.
I wanna be free, I wanna be new and different, anything I'm not !

Even though, I'm happy being me, I want to get away from all this harsh reality!

Anything I'm Not

My Dear Little Red

I Love You

Please don't leave me!!!!

T___________T

I promise:

I will sayang you if you come back to me!!!

I will let you rest when you are tired!!!

I shouldn't bring you home,
shouldn't bring you take KTM,
shouldn't complain about Guys in Ladies Coach to you~
Arrrghhh~

I don't dare to tell my mum about your leaving...T______T

~Wednesday~Birthday~CNY~

Wednesday=Scary Tutorials Day...Stress ler

Phew...I pass my day~XD

Happy Birthday Everyone!!!

FYI: Today is 'Human Day' 人日 in Lunar Calendar.

Happy Chinese New Year!Ang Pau Mari Mari!!!

Oopss..I didn't create any CNY card this year...>.<'''

I am a busy girl~

...

There are a lot a lot of things I wanna say...
I just try my best to deliver it out...

1.I want to be a good leader, I want to develop people, grow together with them
2.I want to improve my communication skills, to be more confident speak in front of public
3.I want to be independent in financial, not depending on my parents.
Looking for part time jobs to sustain my life and go for Exchange!
4. Go for Exchange
5.Be more faithful to God

Am I too greedy, I felt like I was like 'half half'(两头不到岸)

Leader?!I have doubt in myself...
Am I good enough? Other people can make it,why couldn't I?
Is it my fault of not getting them bond with me?
Is it my fault of not inspiring them with what I achieved/have?
Is it my fault to be too stubborn/stupid and don't know how to talk nicely?
Is it?Pondering...
Seriously, I am really upset for myself...T__T

Speak English in front of strangers/leaders confidently?
It's a challenge for me...
I don't really speak unless it's needed/forced to...
I know it's not good to be like that~
I will try my best to open my 'golden' mouth

Financial Support?

Yeah, as we know, the PTPTN issue is quite 'Hot' recently
I am one of the victim T________T
The $$ will be transfer in February( beginning of the month or end of the month??@@)
I need part time jobs~REALLY REALLY + SERIOUSLY need it...
I may sacrifice my weekend and few days before CNY for job if I am able to secure the job
~Go For Exchange
I know for sure,it needs a lot $$...
So I will need to sacrifice my weekly 'Gathering'

China VS M'sia (Chinese)

In the lift

Lady: Are you local?
Don't know how to react...
Emm..I am from Seremban,not KL,
Should I say I am local??

She asked again,
Lady:Are you local?
I look at her and...

Lady: Are you from China?
Me:No, I am local, I am Malaysian.

OMG...Am I look like I am from China?
Anyway,it's just a weird conversation

~Have A Nice Day~

God,

Please give me the strength to overcome my difficulty~

Enjoyable Night^^

Yes,
undeniable she was so =='''
recently

She didn't understand
why people can be so irresponsible
why can ...

But,
She believed that
there will be something can cure her =='''
Friendship
yeah~the main point
Family
yeah~the important part of her life

Movie~Charlie St Cloud

Charlie St. Cloud is a young man overcome by grief at the death of his younger brother.
He takes a job as caretaker of the cemetery in which his brother is buried.
Charlie has a special lasting bond with his brother though, as he can see him.
Charlie meets up with his brother (Sam) each night to play catch and talk.
People in his town thought he was crazy
Then, a girl comes into Charlie's life
and he must choose between keeping a promise he made to Sam,
or going after the girl he loves.

Yay,
She is going to break her own record
2-3 movies in one week^^
What's next??
Eat Pray Love?
Wall Street?
or else?
LOL